Do you need anybody?

( +more )

this is my jayumm
got me partying up till the a ayum
y'all don't understand, make me put my hands in the ayer ay-ayer ayer ay-ayer

lol sorry, it's just stuck in my head T____T
BIG BANG POST <3
my my they have gotten hawt

today our school all went down to the auditorium to watch Obama's Inaugural. :)
I REALLY like Biden, he's sucha cutie<3
anyways, it's a really great honor to live through this miraculous history, and I really do hope that Obama doesn't let us down because he has all this pressure.
OBAMA<3

creds to ONTD.

whatta history.

concluding to cosplay news,
I swear we're working on our Bleach cosplay....>____>
jkjk, Finals week is creeping by and we can't waste time, so we're doing it after Finals.
we solemnly swear.

bai bai

-eesulbee

OH FCKN CRAPPPP
MY STOMACH HURTS LIKE MOTHHERR EFFFFFFFFFFFERRRR
UGHHHHHHHHHH
WHY DO WOMENZ NEED TO GO THROUGH LIKE THIS??!??!?!?!?!

URGH STOOPID WOOMANHOOD =______________________=
IF I WASN'T ON THE COMPUTER, I WOULD BE ON MY BED CURLED UP AND WIMPERING T____________TTT
A;LSKDJRLAJSLE;KRJAAM,NCBJLKEJRAR

thassit.

-eesulbee




 

Nevermind the satisfying part of everyday,
when I am out of sight, in the river while I'm eating picnics with she who loves the willows.
In a certain way, we're together.
Never need to play, we're just two birds of a feather.
Overlooking meadows while my TV glares the window shade,
Of course my family won't hear, or care.
Every single letter of your name is a blessed dream.

(Turn the boat around)
I will take my lovely girl to town.
(Starting to go down?)
We'll just swim it, never make a sound.
(In a certain way)
We're together.
(Never need to play)
We're just two birds of a feather.

Finally, it's over for this road of twisting.
Turned down, I might still stay,
And wait for another love to come this way.

We're Together- Joel Cathey

I'm unusually obsessed with this song now.
I'm watching House right now and being sick on the bed :D
I was so so so happy today when I got all these presents today.
My New Year's resolution is to be humble and thankful for everything in life.

I gave candy canes to my teachers and they looked and told me how thankful they were& wished me a happy holiday.
It just reminds me of little kids getting the smallest things but are so excited over it.
It really made my day and it reminded me of how thankful I have to be of all the things I have and got.

Since it is the start of winter break, of course I have to catch a giddy giddy cold to go with the holiday spirits. -_-
But I do enjoy listening to my voice :) I have an odd liking to people who catch colds and listening to their really soothing voice. <3
I don't mind it much, just don't like how I can't breathe from my nose at night and having to constantly blow my nose every 30 seconds...

I can't wait to go to Anime Los Angeles. I can't wait to be surrounded by otakus' and talking to them about all the things that otaku's talk about. I'm not doing Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya anymore :/ but it's okay I guess :)
My friend & I were looking over the Bleach Artbook (All Colour But The Black) and decided to go back on our old plan to cosplay Bleach :)
It was mostly inspired by how well Ichigo dresses and other artworks
Right now, we're convincing most of our friends to cosplay most of the characters
we will be cosplaying them at Anime Expo

we're hoping to cosplay that :)
omg it took so long to find this picture...we're gonna make this! it's so awesome~


-eesulbee
 

I'm going to ALA with couple of my friends
cosplaying...
     -Death Note (Light/Raito)
     -casual Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya (Mikuru)
     -Loveless (Seimei)

I might go on Sunday but later later because of church
most of the stuff, I just need wigs and go shopping because all of us were all lazy and couldn't make costumes
so "TA-DA"

grades are dropping, and I'm considering being an animator because I'm sucking at Math currently.
I hate proofs, I hope they die and never come back to life.


oh yeah, I'm un-inspired these days.
really depressed, but I'm starting to slowly make more friends in high school
which is probably the only thing keeping me up these days.


D:
-eesulbee

-that picture up there is a sweater made by Camille from the blog, Childhood Flames
and guess what? I want it...D:


-lately, I've been eyeing these crotch-pants, and I want them so badly!
but I'm not skinny enough to make it look good, so I literally fail ):



-snagged collections of fashion week from Camille once again
wow, don't know who these amazing people are, but I'm inspired

-regarding costume, I'm failing at it, I bought the wrong fabric and it's fckn stretchy for mercy's sake! so I have to do fckn lining and it's going to take a longer time to have it done before Halloween so fuck that, I'm finding a long-ass coat in my closet and wearing that!
But I really do need a wig and some boob binders, and maybe a tail...

-my sister and I had an idea of doing a cosplay group of......scooby-doo
lol ikr? but I have no idea who I'll be doing...since my sister called Velma and my older sister is Daphne. We just need to find a Freddy, Shaggy, and a Scooby, and I refuse to be Shaggy (because of facial hair) or Freddy (not tall enough)
and I also refuse to be Scooby-Doo, because I don't want to be in an outfit, so too bad :P
I'll just help with the costume, and take pictures. :)

-friday was an away game at SM and so we went for band, and their band totally pwned us.
although our football team won them, and what's sad was that it was the other school's homecoming, I lol'd w/ several other band geeks.
I got ultra-mega-super hyper on the bus &sang the Pokemon theme with my friend on the top of my lungs with the drum major in the same bus as me, he never told me to shutup....
and I lost my cell, my beautiful orange enV, and oddly, it's not bothering me at all.
after coming home, I went directly to bed with my contacts on while my sister and mom yelled at me to e-mail my band teacher to ask him if he can help me at all. I just ignored them. so my sister ended up e-mailing him (which I found out when I checked my e-mail)

-I had a fun day with my sister today. we stayed home and be the lazy couch potatoes that we are to be. before she joined me, I was daring myself to watch The Ring, but quickly changed it cause I was scared stopped when I found out that some other cool ghost-related show came on. (lies...) then when my sister joined me, we spent about 6 hours watching cake challenges on the food network and our favourite cake-baker, Duff and Geoff came on. I love their show, no I adore their show. and their store, Charm City Cakes. but really, their show is my favourite, including Everyday Italian with Giadda

-eesulbee

-I love myself for failing all my classes except for band and PE, isn't that lovely?

I keep trying to update, but I just don't have any enthusiasm in me to post anything

only a new thing happening,
I'm cosplaying Seimei Aoyagi from Loveless for Halloween (and possibly ALA)

I just started on the costume yesterday with my friends who are cosplaying Ritsuka and Soubi (?)
No one's sure if Seimei's coat is green, gray, or blue but we chose gray
the fabric's really soft and thin, we thought we could do two layers, but the store ran out of it so ):

I also need to buy wig, cat ears, and a tail.
My friend's buying the ears and tail altogether, but the wig I need to hurry up and style cause Halloween's next week! :O

the picture up there is from Bri-chan's LJ, where she cosplayed Disney characters @ Comic-con
(which I plan on going next year, as well as Fanime!)

and now I will go to sleep, because I am sleep-deprived. ):

-eesulbee

(p.s. Twilight craze slowly dying down inside ): what's wrong with me?)

that's some badass Hikaru No Go cosplayer 8D

lol yet another post
because I forgot I had other pictures from last week

so last Sunday, it was the Korean Thanksgiving and usually we go to both our parent's parent's house but this time we only went to our dad's side
and only one of our aunt was there because the rest of the family had came over the day before, or came before us and it was late, so they left before we came
other than that, it was peachy and well I stuffed myself...(fat girl is fat D:)

( PEECTUHRS 8D )
other than that, my pinky toe still hurts D:

-eesulbee

p.s. I need to make a journal entry about cons, photoshoots, costume WIPs, and gatherings...
p.s.s. I started watching that show 'Jon and Kate plus eight' which is a family of 10 and it's super cute >_< the kids are like 1/4th korean, 1/4th german, 1/4th polish, 1/4 american idk it's too much xD

hello hello
so obviously Demi Lovato's album had passed by and all

and on that day, my mom had to go somewhere with my sister, so I couldn't go get it
but they had went to Target and bought it for me :O
and my sister told me that little kids saw her getting it (she's ...in college and looks old?) and just kept on staring at her xD;;
haha I love my sister <3 and now she accepts her music because she has an acception of good singing (or as she says =_=)
I also introduced my sister to Nataly Dawn, Jack Conte, and Pomplamoose Music
all I can say is that she was really impressed with Jack, but not that much with Nataly

( my foot's painful adventures 8D )
Also! I swagged my sister's ipod because my Evan died ):
(SAD FATTY IS SAD D:)

anyways, I feel like posting my crappy sketches and drawings :)( lol beware? )
-eesulbee

ahh I was looking for this song
I first found it on my sister's best friend's ipod and loved it right when I heard it for the first time and wouldn't put it off of repeat
It literally took me an hour to look through my favorites on my youtube account to find out it wasn't even in there =_=
and I finally remembered the name ...and it's 1 =____=xx
This song also came out in Nodame Cantabile! when Chiaki first meets Nodame and he hears it in the room
lol I asked my sister what it was before (hours ago) and she replied, "Rachminoff?" xDD
oh god I'm such a geek .___.;;

so yah
and there's another football game this friday and once again I obviously have to go...
UGH

and Demi Lovato's CD came out today, I can't wait to buy it!! >__<
and I must now study, then sleep because of stupid spanish test on past verbs conjugations

the guy who plays this lives in Germany and is frkn awesome :D

-eesulbee

ah geesh, might as well post a second one if I'm not going to be on the internet for another week -0-

( read )
oh yah I just saw this on a youtube video and I really lol'd at it and I thought how big a geek I was
so here's how it goes:
-there's an interview with these two Twilight fangirls
fangirl #1: I have OCD
reporter: what kind of OCD?
fangirl #1& #2: OBSESSIVE CULLENS DISORDER!!!! *SQUEAL* *SCREAM* *FANGASM*

and....
I started cracking up like there was no tomorrow and my mom casually walked into the room, asking if I was okay....
oh god, what have I become =_=


-eesulbee

so high school has been...bleh?
nothing really happened except yesterday was the second time going to the high school football game for band and
omg, our school WON!!!!!
I thought we were going to lose but I guess it didn't happen~
I've already been to one of their games as band also so thankfully it wasn't my first time there :)
and I have the hugest crush on the drum major (>_<) and I was in third row with the clarinets on the bleachers but having the two most annoying people besides me can be REALLY annoying so I moved to the front row where my flutist friends were 8D
and in front, obviously is the drum major, conducting (>____< KYAA)
it was okay i guess, not including the fact it was about 4 hours there in the cold, while were sitting, on the cold hard benches =_=
thankfully, I had my otaku friends with me and we were talking about Bleach and Naruto and etc etc (and also playing with orange pom-pom's and seeing what we can do with it...(including shaking it and slapping it onto people's faces)) 

I also had this long conversation with my math buddy (flutist) about Demi Lovato's new album coming out and I had this total fanmode on and well, let's just say that my new friend won't think of me normally like I am in math....o_o

I got so tired and when my oldest sister came home, we decided to watch Mr. Bean's Holiday (?) and I fell asleep (ahaha;;; )

oh yah, and these football players (about two of them) got hurt and when they did get hurt, the band players would have to put their two fingers together up in the air (no not the peace sign) and me with my cruel humor, said to my friend's that it would be hilarious if we were to play the Fight Song (the song whenever our team gets a touchdown) and we all started laughing (cause it's a really happy happy joy joy song) and my friends hit me on the head for being the retard I am,
but then the assistant drum major came up to us and I guess he heard what I said and he told us, "Wow, you guys are true band geeks..." and we just looked at him and started laughing when my guy-friend said in reply, "Well, look who's talking MR. ASSISTANT DRUM MAJOR! cough cough what are YOU then?" and the guy started laughing and told us, "well, me too~ xDD"


guess it was a good time :) (except for the fact that the sophmores, juniors& seniors weren't really nice to us, freshies :P)

that's it and I still haven't started out on my cosplay outfit yet and it's JANUARY!!! D: watch me procastinate on december during winter break -___-xx


...LOL

-eesulbee

yah that was how I felt when I took a bite out of a rainbow...

omg SO RANDOM =_= *headslam*
school=pure torture
I'm frkn SWIMMING now in PE =_= seriously, how worse can it get for me?
and today while I was trying to get into the cafeteria through the doors, a group of guys just pushed me and made me go out of the door and there was just one boy that said to them, "Hey! You guys, there was a girl there!" and they all replied, "I know, annoying Freshman"
and I fckn got PISSSSSSED
UGH SO DRAMATIC :P

also I found out that my friend started her cosplay already -______-
but she said she's also wearing it to Halloween so I'm guessing that's okay?
I think I should go buy a wig for Sasuke already... (I still haven't found another friend that's "otaku" enough to cosplay with us...T_T)
I don't know how people survive in high school...
I mean with all the homework everyday, how do they SURVIVE?
I don't even have time to hang out with my friends! and they're just a street away!!!! D:
(it's because I do something else instead of hw xDDDD;;;;; )


enough about high school,
I really want to see Eagle's Eye with Shia LeBouf (is that how it's spelled?? o_o)
it looks pretty awesomeee

now I have to go for hw T_T

-eesulbee

I take back all the shit crap I said about Breaking Dawn....


I LOVED IT D:

don't believe that T_T
that was the sweetest book I've read since...(insert romantic book here)
for now, I've read it 4 times this whole week and that's pretty pathetic/nerdy/sad.
But something that just annoyed the hell out of me was maybe Bella and her selfishness....UGH
and Edward just didn't have a lot to say in that book, I wished they made a chapter where they were in his point of view cause that will be definately worth reading (did I spell "definately wrong? o_O)
Renesmee is LOVE, but her name is absolutely horrible/awkward/retarded/whothehellnamestheirdaughteraftertheirtwomoms???
ANYWAYS,
I like the name Nessie though and it is true that Jacob's POV is way more fun than Bella's cause Bella's just too overdramatic and ugh =_=
(totally watching the movie, ROBERT PATTISON<333333 and KRISTEN BELLL<333333) (their both pertty pplz :3)

( stupid school rantings )
I miss Eminem's old rap songs which were pretty dang good
but now he's just all messed up it's not good...

okok I'm spitting nonsense now,
GUDBAY

-eesulbee

lol

anywhoo,
I found an amazing person in my new school...
and he is....
OMG TAYZONDAY!!!!! (the guy who sang Chocolate Rain on YouTube!!!) www.youtube.com/watch
he's in my....



SPANISH CLASS XDDD AHAHAHAHA



and what's really more sad is that I didn't know and my teacher even knew him before anyone of us ^^;;;
I thought his voice wouldn't be as really deep but I found out it was deep yesterdayyy
omg I was soooooo suprised it freaked me out :O

yah so that was super random but yeahhhhhhh


high school so far,

SUCKS :P
the people there are mean ;_;
and really pushy and they don't like talking =_=

and now I have to do stupid math hw because our math teacher likes giving us 5 hour worth of homework, whoop =____=


-eesulbee

(WHO'S GOING TO ANIMELA? I'M GOING TO ANIMELA!!!! >____<)

school's starting tomorrow...

and I'm...



NERVOUS AS HELL!!!! :O



I.AM.NOT.READY.



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I finally had the nerve to put this journal I had so secretly kept out to dA because I was bored I just wanted to?

so I edited most of my posts that I thought was too "personal" and deleted some stuff because it looked stupid
I noticed how stupid I was (even if it was for like 3 weeks...) and obnoxious I sound like
it scared me for a second

ok so anyways, I'm going to rant more and more because school's going to start soon =_=


-eesulbee

so I know there was a post already today (my limit is one post per day! xD) but that was actually from two days ago which I didn't post cause I thought I did post it but I didn't and I edited some stuff ^^

anywhoo,
tomorrow's actually something I've been waiting for the WHOLE summer actually...
AND I'm getting....
....
CONTACTS!!!! ( WOO-HOO!!! 8DD )
haha so that's something to actually look forward to!
so, I'm just reminding myself to take a lot of pictures tomorrow with my friendy and post them up here for memories sake ;)
well, if anyone ( no, there's no one here who's going to read this, eesul =_= ) ( but I'm so used to typing like there IS actually someone to write for D: ) ( well, there's no one...o_o )
......wow, I just had a conversation with myself...how sad....
haha so I've been meaning to read Breaking Dawn by Stephanie Meyer, even though I've heard it was an EPIC FAIL (I HAVE THAT ICON LULZ 8D) I still want to read the part where Bella's kid's like eating her insides while she's pregnant (LULZ FAILURE) and the baby eats a chomp of Bella while it's coming out (DOUBLE LULZ) lol I must see it read it 8D

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omg I didn't notice I write alot.....
I just came back exiting my post cause I know LJ autosaves it (AYELURVEET) and I left to have dinner with my family@ Norms and left with having a particularly interesting conversations with a waiter mostly about technology xDDD;;;
yah so I think I have to stop writing so much, but then no one really reads this so I actually don't have to set my limit here!!!! 8DDD
LOL. okok. I think I'll stop...
HAHAHAHA oh yah, REMINDER, I have to buy those breast bindings for cosplay....omg I can't imagine those D: it's like PAINNNN D:
ok I think I'll go to sleep NAOW 8D

-eesulbee

P.S. I WANT A WEBCAM AND A TABLET SOOO BADLY  DDDDD:

P.S.S. I HOPE MY FRIENDS WILL GET BOTH OF THOSE FOR MY BIRTHDAY.....and maybe fresco can get me those yummalicious dried mangoes from the phillipines that she always has in her home YUM :9

School's starting next week ....
so my schedule is....
1: PE
2: English (WTF I didn't get into honors!!! =_=+)
3: Biology
4: Geometry (from every Junior I talked to, the teacher is a nightmare )
5: Band (needa audition....D:)
6: World History/Geography
7: Spanish 3/4 (I'm so proud of mysef how I passed the course during summer school *whew* )

oh goooshness, yesterday was A MESS!
it was flaming hot and I went with Glo to high school for everything...
I have only like 4 classes with most people from HM (T_T)
and I noticed I have no PE class with anyone meaning...PE with SENIORS!? D: T_T <-- FAIL!
I have to go to the high school again tomorrow to turn in papers and to change my geometry book....
thankfully, Glo's willing to come with me and just go along with me :) (happy happy~)

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COSPLAY
so for cosplay, my team (have no name <- FAIL again -_-;; ) is going as TEAM 7 from NARUTO (YAY <3) to Anime LA on January 2-4(...right?)
I hope I meet Taroboy Cosplay Team ((((:
and I would like to take pictures with them, that would be awesome 8D
we will be making our own costumes but as casual wear actually and they will be awesome cause it's going to be SWEATERS!!! >_<
and I have all the design caught out on my head so I just have to start making rough sketches and getting fabric with my mom and friends so we can start on it ASAP!
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I found out I can't sleep in my new bedroom...
it's really sad actually and I end up just daydreaming and end up sleeping at about...4/5/6??
I always fall asleep usually when the sprinklers turn on (which is around 5:40-ish) and then I wake up late which is not good ):

-eesulbee

P.S. I found out Jack Conte has an awesome girlfriend who sings and writes her own music also and they are the most musical genius couple! >___<

P.S.S  anyways, it's funny how no one's going to read this yet I still post daily xDD;; GOSSIP GIRL THIS MONDAY!!!!!

Before the survey, I'm pretty proud of myself for putting up for "about" a week without internet or TV because I was moving
But then I found out from my sister that she was on the computer before that because she couldn't handle not going on the internet so I got pretty annoyed =_=
I like the new house, it's very cozy and nice.
Although on the outside, it looks like some motel in Las Vegas xD or some random place.
The wallpapers are really interesting but anyways, everything is still in boxes so tomorrow is going to be a very LONG LONG day.

( survey )

-eesulbee

this guy, Jack Conte, is AMAZING
he makes his own music, including all the background and instruments
wait, I mean playing ^^;;
he's soooo interesting and also has the most interesting music
I thought he was pure music-genius
:)

-eesulbee